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Saturday, May 17th, 2008

Subject:the preakness is ten miles away from me.
Time:11:51 am.
Mood: anxious.
it is now clear that white sharks have intelligence. and definable ways to strategize.


im at work.
where i have been for the last two days.
i should set up a cot here in the hallway...or maybe camp out in the mat room usptairs.


i just kickboxed and the muscle groups are shaky.
and now, some guy is harassing me now about my food network.
damnit.

i have one billion things to take to storage.
im going to need a rather large uhaul next year to get it out.
stupid art supplies.


moms bday is friday.
just saw an infomercial shed love and i think i might oder something for her.
i got her some sweet chutneys and spread from the farmers market.
im lost from there.


am outtie. to enjoy the cocoa that i stole last night from a bag in the lobby. its fair trade. organic. and TASTEY.
mm.

<3<3h
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Thursday, May 8th, 2008

Subject:herniation better not prevent summer fun. damnit..
Time:11:32 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
ridiculous.


adam just helped me take my painting to the fox building.
im done.
done.

tomorrow is critique. and clean.

i dont have a desk anymore because i folded it up for nicole to take to storage tomorrow. had revelation that it wouldnt fit in gretel...so now my room is beacoups d'empty.
meh.


cannot wait until sunday...or monday, after your finals.


nicole is trying to torture me with some method of bruise healing involving steaming hot towels and pressing on the swollen lumpy black area it really hard. ow.
we're done with that one, ill suffer with the black and blueness...




k. am bed.
night.


<3
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Saturday, May 3rd, 2008

Subject:because its time to start the countdown.
Time:12:23 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
its saturday.

i have one and a half finals left.

yesterday, i did a P90X chest/arms/back workout with caroline and dan at the gym. ow. billions of pushups and mad weight lifting for 55 min. and then 15 min of hard core.


nicole and i went on a massive biking excursion last night to eat jamaican, get vegitable ice cream, and then got sucked into the hopkin's barnes and noble vortex. and it was fabulous. prefect, even.

i have nothing more, because my mind is in overdrive for the coming week...and those thereafter.
i think im going to work on the savannah riverboat. or maybes ill just veg out and teach swim lessons.
gah.

im outtie.
2200 envelopes. 150 left. wewt.


<3

seven days. SEVEN. where did life go again?
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Wednesday, April 16th, 2008

Subject:i dont have enough to get enough
Time:1:12 pm.
there is a mysterious buzzing creature in my room.

its wednesday. no class. a lot of work.
but i talked to benjamin on the phone for a little while. *yay*

then, i had a meeting with my academic advisor, picked my bike up from its safe haven at the gym and then went to safeway and home.
i just enjoyed a turkey/apple/mozzarella wrap for lunch. ha.
also, picked up 'cranergy' imagine, ocean spray cranberry juice energy drink.
hello vodka!

somehow, i have run out of MICA money.
now ill have to scrounge quarters to do laundry. damn.

it is also dads birthday and i dont want to stress him at work but i KNOW im going to forget to call later.

im outtie.
counting the days until beachyness and bliss.

im tired of working.
am off to register for classss.
<3h
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Sunday, April 13th, 2008

Subject:yesterday, i wondered where you went..
Time:10:18 am.
Mood: awake.
it is sunday.
10:18am.

i have been AWAKE for FOUR HOURS.
i have run to the inner harbor. i have road raced. i have eaten my post-race banana, collected my post-race caribou coffee/full throttle/outback steakhouse samples. I have walked home. i am showered.
i need coffee.


i didn't really sleep last night.
i have to write a paper.
finish a project.
read half of a play.

i can't decide if the paintings that i am supposed to hang in an hour are finished...i think they are.
i hope they are.

i need to clean the apartment but ben is passed out on the futon...with his drawing laying askew next to him and a half empty glass of some mixture or another on the floor.

lime vodka, really?




i hope you are enjoying the fam/they are enjoying themselves and that races went well, etc.


we seriously need to figure out home plans.
either way ill buy tix to ithaca for the 11th.
and then we can figure it out from there.
i dont know if i can stay for graduation...it all depends on my employment and the people when i talk to them eventually.

you are 21 soon.
oh jesus.

im outtie.
<3<3h
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Tuesday, April 8th, 2008

Subject:the goddamn bird chirp incessantly all..night.
Time:7:30 am.
Mood: accomplished.
its 7:30am.
im loading photos onto my compy of my sculpture project that i just installed.
at 6am, the streets of baltimore are practically empty, the sun rises from the inner harbor. by 7am, it might as well be rush hour, with less pedestrians.

i got soap in my eye in the shower and it is beginning to burn like flame.
it is going to be a long day.


maybe, by friday i will have someone convinced of the excitement that driving to ithaca will cause. ha.
right.
i love.
and miss.
<3h
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Tuesday, April 1st, 2008

Time:2:56 pm.
dear april,
please turn the heat off.
it is 70 degrees outside my window and my leg is melting from the air vent that feeds out of your room.
thankyou.
-Johannah
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Sunday, March 30th, 2008

Subject:the verb root for consensus is "to consent"
Time:11:48 pm.
Mood: blank.
i just ate a frozen reeses.

i think we all feel the same way about school doing the ending thing. summer sounds nice.
im writing a paper on Tupac. no, not even on him. Having listened to his Greatest Hits album, i am now writing a five page response to it.

im trying desperately to make three hundred dollars appear in front of me so that i can fly to north carolina for three days in the middle of a class week. fuck.

its bedtime. and i have the xhaust.
i sat inside the main building, virtually stagnant and slowly baking in the heat for three hours while waiting on the housing lottery, only to find out that they ran out of houses at 583 and my number was 585. and then, luck is my friend, and maya called and pulled my group of three onto her 526 and we got one of the last apartments.

ella ann will be here and before i know it i will be running around inner harbour like those people with the duck-quack noise makers hanging off their necks.
im outtie.
love.<3h
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Tuesday, March 18th, 2008

Subject:green beer cups and where the hell did i wake up
Time:10:59 am.
Mood: amused.
ow, my brain.
my poor poor unsuspecting brain. didnt realize i'd be in ohio THREE times in one year.
its too much.


i dont have coherent words.
you should come.
<3h
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Tuesday, March 11th, 2008

Subject:spring what?
Time:7:42 pm.
my spring break officially began at 2:26pm when i got out of class early.
hopefully, i will get beaucoups de travaille done this week. until monday.
until monday.

glorious glorious monday=cleveland and the fam.

now, im only slightly jealous of your warmish weather adventures in the south.
meh.

the gym is playing ghetto old music...im enjoying it.
its basically like listening to a matty mix. fabulous.

i miss you.
hopefully...the cleveland and ithaca tectonic plates will combine next weekend.

love.h.
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Monday, March 3rd, 2008

Subject:two weeks and monday won't matter
Time:5:07 pm.
grampa sucks balls.


im still sore from the kick-box session and im pissed because no podiatrist will see me. bleh.

im also hungry...but gram made some lasagna and im going to mange some now.
gah.
paint. all. night.

nicole and megan are going mall, and i want to go. but in reality i have no money and i dont really have time. :P
<3h
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Friday, February 29th, 2008

Subject:when will spring be here?
Time:1:21 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
fuck you. i want to swim.

im waiting on laundry and then i lunch.

welcome to friday, the day i actually sleep in because my class is cancelled.
i just watched RIZE and it was incredible.

and then i went to rite-aid/hardware store/sav-a-lot.
the save doesnt carry curry powder. neither does rite-aid. but i bought some toilet paper...because we ran out yesterday.:P
i also saw a sweet showdown with some popo and this guy that they eventually hand cuffed.

hm.
<3<3han
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Saturday, February 23rd, 2008

Subject:what do you do when the meteor is twenty miles from your rooftop?
Time:9:26 am.
Mood: hopeful.
she sits up.
she stretches.
everything groans in confusion and protest.


its rainy outside my window and i have a date with the gym.
and then i will wake up nicole and we will go grocery and brunch.

if i even make it through the first part.
the weather has been v nasty.
ive been feeling the laze.
and im coughing up gross stuff..i sound like [yet barely feel like] death.


talked to john last night. he was drunk with bob, jenn and big john.
he says whatever i decide travel wise is good for him.
i think im going to look at fly.


we'll see.


nicole and i had 'this is the rest of my life' discussions last night. it was decently enlightening.

i dont know, its all so very confusing.


and now, the gym.
au revs.
<3<3h
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Tuesday, February 19th, 2008

Subject:going to jail basically screwed me
Time:7:30 pm.
Mood: blank.
im at work.
im watching the television.
im bored out of my mind.

two things i have found interesting today on the t.v. are:
1) the man playing wii while his wife pushes a watermelon out of her vagina two feet away
2) the boy, 19, who just got out of high security prison. into daylight. with real people. what would that even feel like?



currently, i am reading Palestine [graphic novel by Joe Sacco].
amazing.
i feel very compelled to send it to you.

and now, i eat banana pudding. because jenn loves me.
wow.

and i talked to john.
john is in john study mode.
john is wanting to spring break.
mainly john is just saying 'beer'
i love him.
you know what i mean.

<3<3h
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Sunday, February 17th, 2008

Subject:welcome to the world norbert.
Time:12:38 pm.
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Subject:remember?
Time:8:58 am.
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Saturday, February 16th, 2008

Subject:im going to find myself this weekend, i am.
Time:11:35 am.
Mood: hopeful.
dear alden,
where are you?

love,
han.





its saturday.
its saturday and sometime in the middle of the night last night i was woken up by drunken screams from the living room and had to wait in line to pee in my own bathroom, and when i woke up this morning and went running, there was the largest pile of empty girl scout cookie boxes i have ever seen and i find myself wondering, where did they all go?

so i cleaned.
i wrote my Kafka paper.
i ate some breakfast.
and now i have coffee.
and a novel.
and manchester orchestra.
and i've tried, but nicole is just not going to get out of bed right now.

its parents weekend and i have to sing tonight.
my parents are in disney world.
i would like to be in disney world.

<3 h.
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Friday, February 15th, 2008

Subject:dear world, whats happening to me?
Time:8:05 am.
Mood: blah.
i woke up ten minutes ago and both of my arms were asleep.

so i clumsily lay there for ten minutes trying to get some sort of response out of them...and now its just weird.
and i have painting today.
rawr.


and someone please explain to me why i am perpetually exhausted...i sleep more than anyone i know.

<3 h
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Wednesday, February 13th, 2008

Subject:wednesday night boredom ensues
Time:9:15 pm.
Mood: amused.
the radio conversation between front desk, back desk, and manager:
9:20PM:


daniel: summer and or johannah...can you come and unload the towels from the dryer?
summer: got it.
daniel: thanks. summer and or johannah...would you ever cheat on your significant other if they would never find out?
me: what is this?
daniel: a game show.
me: you know, you cannot use us to figure out your own life problems. but, no.
daniel: and summer?
....
summer:the answer to the question you asked while i was standing with an esteemed gym patron is no....unless it was with justin timberlake...then yes.
me: jtims? seriously?
daniel: ok, so your guilty pleasure johannah?
me: if i had to say, maybe will smith.
summer: i can respect that.
daniel: what...is it the arms?
summer: no...its all of it, baby.
...
daniel: ok. question number two. if your mother in-law wore black to your wedding, would you resent her?
...
...
...
daniel: ill take that as two 'nos'
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Tuesday, February 12th, 2008

Subject:::fudge brownie coffee and a bowl of cereal, goodmorning tuesday::
Time:8:03 am.
Mood: anxious.
its 8 in the am.
i have on ski socks.
it snowed last night.

i didnt gesso norbert last night. which means i have to carry an un-gessoed norbert to class. buy gesso. gesso. buy paint. paint. buy silicon sealant. glue. all extremely possible except i cant really purchase during class. maybe hugh will feel v. benevolent.
just maybe.


meh.
<3h
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